Pulau Perhentian

Just realized how emo my posts were LOL
Lots of things have happened since then =]

the end

RIR

I said: I don't wanna fall anymore
You said: Just fall, it's fine

So I did.
& You fucked me over.

Never say Never

I will never say I love you for I simply don't know what love is. I will always be holding those words for an impossible guy who media has told me will come but never will. Movies, Books, Television shows, poems even fairy tales have made me believe that one day someone will knock me off my feet and will give me a romance which cannot compare to the little flings I've had. It will be great love, amazing love, beautiful love. I was sure of it. But when it comes down to it, love cannot be compared. Like a fingerprint it differs for everyone. There are never two loves alike therefore what i expect will never be.

Fcuk My Life

As if im not in a fucked up, messed up and fed up kinda mood already I get this message off Ruth on Fb.

Ruth Phiri March 17 at 6:19pm
oh dude i have to tell you as well, Portugal is going to be training at my univeristy in the summer, that means cristiano ronaldo for a whole month Jeolous.

The lucky bitch.
I miss her. =[

Keith Hamson Marsell

Could it be? I've found Keith Hamson Marsell. The guy who is afraid of commitment. Leads girls on until he moves on and does the same to the next? I think i have. WOWZA

Logically a mess.

What i dont get is how i'm willing to do anything for someone that doesn't care for me but do nothing for the ones that do care? Where is the sense in that.

Urgablahbeh

Love is like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day, you want more. You’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes, and forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he’s not there, you feel like an addict who can’t get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you’re willing to do anything for love.

— Paulo Coelho (By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept)

s-l-u-t

BAHAHAHAAHHAA

Joshy Yep THats mE! BIg, BrowN, HuNky, ChuNky and SpUnkY! XD says:
Are you a slut?

'xx. Kate ;; Lux Aeterna says:
Huh wtf?

Joshy Yep THats mE! BIg, BrowN, HuNky, ChuNky and SpUnkY! XD says:
jsut asking are u or not

' xx. Kate ;; Lux Aeterna says:
no?

Joshy Yep THats mE! BIg, BrowN, HuNky, ChuNky and SpUnkY! XD says:
u sure?
i think u are..

' xx. Kaye ;; Lux Aeterna says:
o.0

Joshy Yep THats mE! BIg, BrowN, HuNky, ChuNky and spUnkY! XD says:
sexy, lean & un-tameable
lol

' xx. Kate ;; Lux Aeterna says:
LOL

Danger Danger Mrs Robinson

I hate it when you talk to someone online, then you stop talking for a while, then when you go back to talk they're offline. -.-

I met your boy, I texted your boy, I sexed your boy & he loved it.

NS.
STOP STEALING MY BOYS.
BITCH.

The Who Whos.

Nearly Died on the bus- Now I have a bruised & battered back. A swollen finger & a pulled musle in my right arm.
Went to City Hall
Went Jamming at Bugis
Went to Cathay
Went home
Simple, Not so easy.

ARGUBLAHBLEHUHHHHHGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I can die happy.

DIE HAPPY I TELL YOU. =]

Malice in Wonderland.

LOL @ the walk back to kert after the movie. I went down from Cathay to Cinileasure.
So, I was minding my own business listening to music then all of a sudden this guy starts walking down n talking with me. & you know me, I'm the friendliest girl in Singapore ffs. So i talk back. Below goes the convo.

Stranger: Where from
Me: England
Stranger: Ow Beautiful country, Rich country. (because he's not after money AT ALL)
Me: mmmm (fake a smile)

he walks on, then stops then slows down to talk more.

Stranger: Where do you live?
Me: Oooorchard?
Stranger: Oh, where are you going?
Me: Cathayy?

he walks on, then stops then slows down to talk to me again

Stranger: Married?
Me: o.0 no.
Stranger: Ok, How old?
Me: 18
Stranger: wow, so young and fresh (fresh? FRESH?)

so once again he walks off then comes back & at this point he has made me take my earphone out 4 times and i was listening to Lil' Wayne. NO ONE INTERRUPTS ME WHEN I LISTEN TO LIL' WAYNE.

Stranger: You are so beautiful
Me: Thanks.
Stranger: Boyfriend
Me: Yes
Stranger: Singapore boyfriend?
Me: Yes
Stranger: England boyfriend?
Me: No.
Stranger: ok that's all i need to know.

So then he shakes my hand then like speed walk off. I breath a sigh of relief then realise i'm back to having private time with my little wayne baby.

She'll be saying use me, Show me the Jacuzzi.

I'm usually caught being in lust rather than in love. I don't know why.
I don't push romance away I just dwell in the idea of sin.
I never know what I want but I tend to want what I can't have.
& once i get it, i just simply don't want it anymore. Call me spoilt.
But maybe living this way has it's benefits.
Because it means I'll just have my heart broken and never shattered.

Harsh

"Wats new..-_-" see la...u kept gg out with the people who knows the guy thats obviously not into u. u're just wasting ur time..bt yea, im nt in the position to nag at u..u knw wat u want n wat to do.."

&

"Well, im sry but as a close fren, i just dont want to see u keep getting hurt and feel like shit at the end of each hang out of urs..u obviously know that he's nt that into u..yet, u kept coming back and get urself ito a bigger mess..i may nt show that i cared bout u.bt for how long do u wanna be treated like this?"

He could never hurt me as much as what you said hurt me.

Queen

I've changed my mind, I take it back.
Don' t touch me please, I cannot stand the way you tease.
You've got me wrapped around your finger, do you have to let it linger.

3 songs STUCK on replay.
Cardigans, Soft cell, Cranberries.

IGUL

Pointless

That's what you are. UTTERLY POINTLESS.
You send me random stupid messages at 12.30am +++

You've caused me so much 'arghness'- if that's even a word- in the past. The last thing i want off you is an annoying message which makes me a) think of you b) remind myself of the regret i feel just knowing I had anything to do with you.

This has not been my week at all.

I give up lah.

I go away tomorrow & I couldn't be more happier to take a break from this place. The past month has been so draining mentally. I mean my emotions have been running overtime. My 'I don't care' attitude has morphed into this 'I do care but I give up attitude'. I need the old me back.

I'll leaving Singapore hurt and hopefully come back with a tan.

Twisted

I'm getting a taste of my own medicine & i don't like it one bit.

First attempt of writing?

I swore i’d stop. I’d sit and share the last cigarette with him and convince myself that there wouldn’t be a fresh pack tomorrow. I’m not addicted to them i’d say, they just give me something to do in awkward times. What an excuse. “Just something to do in awkward times? So what you’re saying is that it’s awkward to be with me?” he’d reply jokingly. As if he was only speaking to prolong the conversation which we both knew had no point from the very beginning. I tried to giggle and give a reply but ended up chocking on the smoke which had been half inhaled, half swallowed.

He looked away, proving he didn’t care what my reply was. Blowing the remainder of the smoke into the air and flicking the ashy tip of the ciggarette into the can turned ashtray I said “No, it’s not awkward being with you at all”. But it actually was. Awkward in the sense that I like you and you don’t like me. The awkwardness where you’re not yourself when you’re with him but instead someone you think he wants you to be. He gave a half hearted smile and continued to stare at the passing world which had caught his attention a few moments after realising the conversation was heading nowhere.

Then it hit. The silence we were trying to avoid. It hit hard and what’s worse, the cigarette had about two puffs left to save me from actually having to have a real conversation

Truth 102

Sashie - You know you're my saving grace says:
nah not worth it
if we were truly meant to be i wouldnt have to chase him
we'll just fall for each other
at the same moment
no expectations

Sasha. You are brilliant.

Dilemma

Should i just give on blog spot & move to tumblr? I mean it is AWESOME. haishhh maybe keep both?

Anywhoo,
Mother and I are facing a dilemma. Where to go for a weeks break from life?

Bali
Bangkok
Bintan
Batam

I suggested Spain but she was quick to shut that idea down.

Truth 101

Just remember everyone grows old and ugly, get the cute assholes now and your gonna have to put up with a asshole the rest of your life-

Amen.
Thank you Matty.

Make like the breeze; Get on your knees, Begin to blow

Ok, i'm going to start to back away now before i get in way too deep. I'll give it a week & see what happens.

Jimmy Angel-Love.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Pissed off.

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ok, now i feel a bit better, ow wait...no i don't.

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meh, it'll do. No use ruining my keyboard over you.

Shwayze

Badass in Army boots.

For Valentines day the Family went down to Joe's place for a CNY BBQ. Chris's family was there and Joe's new neighbours.

Becuase Joes house is AMAZING, has a pool table, a wee, a playstation, a fuseball table, 4 cats & basically everything any kid would EVER want we had fun revisting our childhood.

James is beautiful.

Anyway, Remember how I wrote about the little unexpected con incidences in life which i ADORE and live for? Well later in the night another family came to join the party.

So first the mother walks in, i smile-cos im nice. Then a girl and her brother come up so i smile-cos im nice. Then their older brother comes up texting on his phone- so i think to myself. HOLY SHIT. WHO IS THAT? HE IS FYYNE. Act cool Kate. ACT COOL. SO I strike a pose. Then he looks up...& its Maurice. An Ex. My jaw FELL to the floor. - and my pose was ruined.

Later on Joe brought out these army boots which just happened to be my size. Either I have man sized feet or the guy has extremely girly feet i dont know but thats not the point. I put the boots on & felt so bad ass. Just image-

Me in a long pink floaty dress, full head of makeup...with a pair of big army boots on. OW yeah.
I swear..I'd join NS just for the outfit. It's kinda sexy.

abuse sir, abuse

Ow yes I get abused on a daily basis by Mr S. Above is proof. Exhibit A, B & C.

Serena VanderHOEsen

Ugggh so apparently during the summer like Serena like went off to like travel and shit & like apparently her and Ronaldo got like together? And I totally have like proof. I mean just look at the video. Ugh but then again i like totally don't think he would do something like that. Shes so ew and hes so wow. No way in hell would he ever like go for her. He only has eyes for like me, Duh.

Ok, maybe I may have over reacted a little bit. I just have to keep telling myself...

Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real.

We think you're a joke, Shove your hope where it don't shine.

Im a simple girl who enjoys but the simplest pleasures in life. The coincidental moments and the unexpected events which you thought would never happen in a million years. Even the happenings which make you cringe in embarrassment. It's like when you're drunk and you forget everything that happened but the next day..you wake up sober and as the day goes on you start to remember the little things that you did and you just can't help but think to yourself- OMG I DID NOT DO THAT. Please tell me i did not do that.

Well that's what I had the other week after a magnificent ladies night.

Went out with Jo & Joan to Butters. Bumped into Abang =]. Drank way too much, danced way too little & left way to early-due to the state I was in.

I don't understand it. Whenever i go to butters i always end up mortally drunk. Not even mortally drunk but mortally WASTED. Ugh. But the drinks there are amazing and the staff ain't that bad either. Take for example. Mr R-The Bar tender. Yum would be an understatement. An utter understatement. I was in the line for drinks by myself-looking sad and pathetic when Mr R blows me a kiss. So out of politeness I blow one back, Mr R does a like gymnastically jump back catch and puts it in his pocket. People began to look at me like i was mental but i'm sure they were just jealous of Mr R and my mini affair. :)

I've only been to butters 3 times but the first time i went i was EXTREMELY drunk and overly friendly with the bouncer. I also did this weird toned hello. Which starts off really high then goes into a deep low. Anyway, so im going into butters and all of a sudden i hear my "Hel-Lowwwww", the bouncer actually remembered me, which either means i made a great first impression with my hello or i was that weirdly drunk i was unforgetable. Either way Im making friends LOL.

Cutie in the smoking room asked me for a lighter, so i lent him one. We did that whole smile back at each other thing until i went back in to drink more. 7 drinks later i see him again, tap him on the shoulder, do the weirdest smile followed by two thumbs up. How old am i 12? I'll be asking him for a hi5 next time. Lets hope there isnt a next time. 0.o

All in all. Fun night. Fun people.

With friends like these who needs friends?

Is it me or is Singapore getting HOTTER? & by hotter I mean becoming an actual furnace? Anyway, on a hot day what is better than going on a long walk & heading to the lovely reservoir? Well there are many things better than that..but do keep in mind I do live on that tiny dot below malaysia some people call Singapore. And there isn't really much to do here on a budget of less that a tenner but we make do.

Izad is a perv. Proof? Izad is a pornstar. Proof?

Buzzin'

From now on you shall refer to Adli & I as....The perv catches. Why? Because that's what we do. Catch the pervs that perv into cars hoping to find people having sex. & how did this amazing new job prospect arise?

Well chilling in the res car park (as we all do) Adli looks and goes "look at the perv", so feeling like a ninja I look to my left and see a guy crouched down peering into the window of this car. So Adli honks the horn, the perv looks and creeps back into the bushes.

Ok, so I admit Adli did most of the work, he spotted the perv and confronted the perv but as Juno & Bleeker once said.....

JUNO Oh yeah. I'm kind of a deadbeat lab partner, huh?
BLEEKER I don't mind. You definitely bring something to the table.
JUNO Charisma?
BLEEKER Or something.

ow yes, I bring the charisma.

Moon-tanning

I officially took 2 busses & 2 trains yesterday just to see him, all together costing me a grand total of $3.80. Beats spending $20 on a cab, thats fer sure. We went moon-tanning, and i didn't know that existed either so dont worry.

90210

I've come to realise that when you spend everyday with a person, going two or even one day without them is kinda hard. I guess i'll find someway to deal.

Off to Butterfactory tonight for a celebratory 'Out of Exams' get together with el class. Taking a bus there-Yes Izad has trained me well. Anyway, I better get ready. It's not easy looking like a Hoe but i always manage to pull it off. =/

Aku lagi manis dari sampoerna.

Yes, I am sweeter than sampoerna but do you wanna know what's even sweeter? The fact that the first semester is over. Exams have been completed and I have 18 full day of holiday left. & how have I decided to reward myself for attenting every class & not skipping even a single lecture? Well by catching up on the TV programs which make my like look dull in comparison. Just finished the first season of gossip girl and have another two to go.

So until then who am i? That's one secret I'll never tell.


XOXO.
KM

Mother

You are a drunken disgrace.

Tattooligans.

Amazing.

Happy Birthday Cristiano.

Happy Birthday Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro. My lover.

My Likkle Shunbeam

My Little Sunbeam is back & I guess he missed me a little more than I missed him hehe. He woke me up by jumping on my bed and frantically humping my leg. He's a horny bugger but I love him non-the less

Owch-y

S <3. Casuarina w/ Izad.

Stop. I'm serious.

Just STOP telling me your problems. I don't care. Stop complaining about things that have happened in the past and about things that are easily fixed. Trust me. They may seem like a big deal, but they are not.

I will no longer show you sympathy, empathy or try even in the slightest of ways to cheer you up. It's a WASTE of my time.

Tiger.

Got a Valentines day ask out.
I smiled.

Carnival

I made Izad come over.
Cas then Res.

The sky was absofuckinglutly beautiful.

Pla-Cebo

Guess whose going?
Me

& they say that a hero can save us.

Went to Sengkang to watch Foootball with devote Arsenal supporter Izaddddd. I actually got a bus there, actually looked a mess & actually learned in future that maybe a taxi is more better suited.

& all i have to say is Man U kicked arse-nal. LOL Get it? arse...kicked arse...kicked arsenal? Ok nevermind.

Wes baby. Call me.

Panas Sia.

Bunny Boiler met the parents tonight. It was random-NOT planned.

Went for a family dinner and just happened to be in the same neighbourhood as BB himself. So i thought ahh wth. Meet up, say hi, do that whole i once liked you so this is kinda awkward but it shouldnt be awkward even though it is kinda awkward thing. This meetup is about 1 month over due anyway. ughhhh.

4 Days in a Row.

You like my eyes. I like your lips.

Injeculator

Izad came over again.
Full stoppppp

SAKIT SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Whoa, Tastes like Banana

Hung with Izadddd & my dearest Sashie poo @ Starbucks this evening.
Lemme get to the point

Sasha-Not ticklish
Kate-Semi ticklish
Izad-HOLY FUCK, Touch him & he will die ticklish

Damnnnn Cuteeeee Siaaaaa

=]

You make me smile.

Life

Skreamix

Daniel & Izadddd came to hang today.
we: Guitar Heroed it up
Kevin & Perryed it up
Porned it up
then smoked it up.

Most of this happened whilst Izad was asleep on my couch. x]

Youth in Revolt

Been a busy busy girl.

Bunny Boiler.

11:04pm Bunny Boiler**
sexyyyyyyyy
u lookin hot...lolol

11:06pmKate
:)
lol. allo Bunny Boiler

11:06pm Bunny Boiler
brb........

11:08pm Bunny Boiler
yehhh....sexyyyyyyyyy
yehhhh........
um baq asexy

11:10pmKate
ahhk

11:10pm Bunny Boiler
wat u up to?

11:10pmKate
msn u?

11:10pm Bunny Boiler
on fb....nd watching porn:)
lolol

11:11pmKate
owwkay

11:11pm Bunny Boiler
um watching porn...lololol

11:11pmKate
oooooooowkayyyyy

11:12pm Bunny Boiler
hahahaha jus kidding...............?

11:12pmKate
lolll

11:12pm Bunny Boiler
hows life goimg on..............?

11:14pmKate
not badddddddd

11:15pm Bunny Boiler
ohhh...hows u nd ----.......?

11:15pmKate
me and ----?

11:16pm Bunny Boiler
u guys nt togather......?

11:16pmKate
no? when were we?
ah facebook chat is fucked up!

11:17pm Bunny Boiler
omg i thot u nd ---- is togather

11:17pmKate
haha
nooo

11:17pm Bunny Boiler
but u told me last time remember............?

11:17pmKate
whenn>?

11:19pm Bunny Boiler
whn i askd u...if we cn't be togather do u go for ----...nd u said yes......remember?

11:19pmKate
nope

11:20pm Bunny Boiler
u said.....but u cn't remember.....neways...

11:20pmKate
=/

11:20pm Bunny Boiler
wats dat mean?

11:21pmKate
its just a smiley face

11:22pm Bunny Boiler
ohhhh.........then u wid whom nw................?

11:25pmKate
noone atm

11:26pm Bunny Boiler
gonna soon.......?

11:26pmKate
I dont think so.

11:27pm Bunny Boiler
hmmm...actually u r nt ready for any kind of relatuionship....

11:27pmKate
Bunny Boiler. would u STOP telling me what i am and what im not ready for.

11:28pm Bunny Boiler
akay....sorry if i tell da truth.......

11:28pmKate
its not the truth. just because i wasnt good in a relationship with you DOESNT mean i wont be good in a relationship with someone else.

11:29pmt Bunny Boiler
u cn't be....nd u nd me wasn't in relationship...it was full of error....
show me u r in relation kate...
yes u can be for da time but cn't for eva...until u change urslf...

11:31pmKate
I dont have to change myself, why can't you understand that?

11:32pm Bunny Boiler
u have to....wat eva we are...nd u wasn't evn drunk nd had sex wid ---- ....hahahaha
yeh u no need to change urslf
jus do dat same thing wid others...

11:33pmKate
If i did that to you it must have meant that i didnt have enough feelings for you to stop myself. Simple.
If i really love a guy trust me i wont do that.

11:34pm Bunny Boiler
yeh....i hope...u'll love some guys....

11:35pmKate
awesome

**For the other member of this convo's privacy I have renamed him Bunny Boiler- urban dictionary it bitch.

Not just a crush.

"i had millions of crushes - in fact, every attractive boy i gravitated towards, i wasted my mind on for a minute or two. but you, you were the only one i wasted hours, days, years on.”

Cristiano Ronaldo. My one and only.

My Weakness?

When you tell me you need to find a girlfriend.

Once again, the girl you hate has won you over

Never will you guess who I saw today. Kimmy & her beautiful baby boy Cooper. Honestly, i left school saying "Find me a man, I'm having me a baby" LOL. As long as Ronaldo's the father, i mean who would kick him out of their life or even out of their bed? and if you're thinking to yourself 'ew I would!' well you can go suck a donkey.

Met up with my wife, Miss Sasha Marshall-Rouse. OW how i love her. She picked me up and we went for Prattta and Noodles down near my place. It was about time we had a long ass-well over due catch up.

So all filled up we sat in my wondrous garden and talked for hours, quite literally till i couldn't keep my eyes open. Then 12 struck the clock and my carriage turned into a pumping and wait what? ooo No, i mean it was getting late, we both had school and I didn't think i could make it up to bed but I walked her to get a Taxi, then collapsed as soon as I reached my bedroom door.

Midnight Beast

I'm starting to get good at this, you know..the whole not caring anymore & I'm being serious!

At the beginning of the year there was an incident that really upset me and usually I would let it really affect me. You know, think about it all the time, dwell on what to do about it, get paranoid etc but this year i told myself i would somehow change. Kate actually try and change pfffft. I know i had my doubts too.

I don't know how i did it but its getting easier. When something seems like it can get to me i just don't think about it and avoid it totally. I know it seems like 'DUH, obviosly' but the thing is that's insanely hard for me to do. No matter what, i will always find a way to think about it and let it hurt me but now i just brush it off.

I'm just waiting for more think to affect me. BRING IT ON. Push me

Kat-woman

Went for a movie night with Adleyyyyyy. So he picked me up and off we went to Bedok Res. It's beautifulllll & absolutely totally effingly haunted in my opinion. Actually, come to think of it, everywhere we go is kinda haunted. 0.o

Movies watched - Half of Drag me to Hell followed by half of Charlie & the chocolate factory. Now if only we used those two halves a tad bit more productively we could have actually watched one whole movie. See my math ain't THAT bad. Math Studies PSSSSH I'm frikkin Einstein, with better hair- sometimes.

By the way, you know how there is one specially talent someone has but they never know what it is until they unlock it? Well i found mine. I'm a Cat Whisperer, which is why i am forcing people to call me Kat-Woman. Get it? my name is Kate take off the e.....ok nvm. & how did I unlock this talent I head you asking? Well i saw this little kitty and i must say it was the most beautiful cat i'd ever seen! So i start meowing at it, -as you do and along it came, jumped up and just sat on my knee. I felt like God. Even though i kinda am one.

Ow and since WHEN did ants hurt do much? & I am being bloody serious. I must have got bitten 80+ times and im not joking. If you could see my face you'd realise im not joking...but then I'd probably start laughing, out of awkwardness of course.