Alcohol Tollerence.

For the past week i have been out a total number of 4 times & i also know that i said "We're getting Wasted/Drunk/Fucked-up" about 4000 more times. But did we get 'wasted/drunk/fucked up? NO.

How can this be? I dont know...why don't you ask my blood system why it's so hard to take the little alcohol particles or molecules or whatever the fuck you call them and dissolve it or diffuse it into my cells. Thats right bitches im getting scientifically.

I'm not going.

UNIVERSITY ON MONDAY.
- Kate Hannah Marshall will be a University Student.

When did this happen?

Love Vs Weight.

What the fuck is wrong with guys? Why do they want you to be so perfect? They would do anything to change you without even the slightest consideration about how you feel or maybe thats just me and my situations.



"Kate, Straighten your hair"- How about no

"Kate, Go to the gym"- uhhmm na, i think i'll pass

"Kate, Don't wear makeup"- Hell no sound familiar?

The one thing I dont think guys realise is girls want to be loved for who they are & when guys come and try and change them they feel the opposite. Ughhh Why do guys want the perfect girl anyway? To show off to their friends? It shouldn't matter what other people think about the relationship. It all depends on the two people in the relationship. Obviously.

Rant to be continued.

oooooooooh. Your Sex is on Fire.

I know, i'm lame. But i'm in love & have photoshop.

Because 2 can keep a Secret; When one of us is DEAD.

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…
(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.

Alcohol, Some of the Best Times, You'll Never Remember.

I haven't gotten drunk in a VERY long time & therefore I only feel that it is necessary to indeed get drunk this weekend. Not only is the lack of drunkenness a reason to drink but this weekend may in fact be my last weekend out. Wanna know why? Cos i- Kate Hannah Marshall will be a university student come the 26th of October. I have orientation next week! Awesomeeee.

& starting a new school means I have to buy a whole new 'school appropriate' wardrobe. No Boobs. =o Shocking I know. Well, we all know what this means...Shopping.

I just wish that one day, someone would take me out & buy me everything I wanted. I mean EVERYTHING.

One Sexy Mofoka.

I think I've got a lesbian obsession with that Fabulous woman above. Angelina Jolie. Those lips, those eyes, that mysterious persona. Epitome of Sex.

Well Guess Life Happened.

Looks like ive totally lost you as a friend. Well guess life happened. Nothing new
- Nikita De Souza

LOVE what she put as her Facebook Status. I am tempted to put it as mine but untill then, on my blog is shall be.

Cold Charisma, Shotgun Wedding.

Baby, baby. When we first met.I never felt something so strong.You were like my lover.And my best friend.All wrapped into one.With a ribbon on it.And all of a sudden.You went, left.I didn't know how to follow.It's like a shot.That spun me around.And now my heart left.I feel so empty and hollow.And I'll never give myself to another.The way I gave it to you.Don't even recognize.The ways you hurt me.Do you?.It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back.And you're the one to blame.And now I feel like, oh.You're the reason.Why I'm thinking.I don't wanna smoke on.These cigarettes no more.I guess that's what I get.For wishful thinking.I should've never let you enter my door.Next time you wanna go on and leave.I should just let you go on and do it.Cause now I'm using like I believe.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease.Damn, Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?.You'll do anything for the one you love.'Cause anytime that you needed me.I'd be there.It's like you were my favorite drug.The only problem is.That you was using me.In a different way that I was using you.But now that I know, it's not meant to be.You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you.And I'll never give myself to another.The way I gave it to you.Don't even recognize.The ways you hurt me.Do you?It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back.And you're the one to blame.And now I feel like, oh.You're the reason.Why I'm thinking.I don't wanna smoke on.These cigarettes no more.I guess that's what I get.For wishful thinking.I should've never let you enter my door.Next time you wanna go on and leave.I should just let you go on and do it.Cause now I'm using like I believe.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease.Now ladies, gimme that.Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.Oh, now gimme that.Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.Now ladies, gimme that.Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.Oh, now gimme that.Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh.OhYou're the reason.Why I'm thinking.I don't wanna smoke on These cigarettes no more.I guess that's what I get.For wishful thinking.I should've never let you enter my door.Next time you wanna go on and leave.I should just let you go on and do it.Cause now I'm using I believe.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.It's like I checked into rehab and.Baby, you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease.I gotta check into rehab.'Cause baby you're my disease

Gotta check into Rehab, Baby You're my Disease.

I've been thinking for the past 2 days & I've come to the conclusion that I'm feeling like this because-


A- You were the one that said "It's finished, it's over" & not me.


B- I only want you because I can't have you.


or C- I honestly do love you. =/


Ugh. I hate that word, let me just be sick & i'll be right back.

Taboo

Is it really so difficult to tell a good action from a bad one? I think one usually knows right away or a moment afterward, in a horrid flash of regret.
-Mary McCarthy


Regret is an emotion I can't help but feel. People say, "Don't look back at the past. Think towards the future", Is that possible? How can people turn off different parts of their emotions on command? How can you not help but remember the bad things you've done & how can you forget the things you wish never happened?

Ughh. I'm starting to get sick of this scene.
I need a new start to life.

I'm gonna take a break for a while.