If you're stupid enough to walk away; I'm smart enough to let you go.

Main Entry: detestable
Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: loathsome, abominable
Synonyms: abhorred, abhorrent, accursed, atrocious, awful, despicable, disgusting, execrable, godawful, grody, gross*, hateable, hateful, heinous, horrid, lousy, low-down, maggot, monstrous, obnoxious, odious, offensive, outrageous, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, rotten, shocking, sorry, vile

That's what you are. No, actually you're worse than detestable. You're the utter most selfish person I have ever met. Not only do you take advantage of people but you believe that the world solely revolves around you. Stringing people along until you need to use them. It's a simple case of 'use & abuse' & you're the epitome of it.

If you're Stupid enough to walk away; I'm smart enough to let you go

My Baby.

I gotst myself a new phone & let me just say, It is a real beauty.

Josh GODDAMN Beech

I realise i havn't said anything but;
Need i say more?

Looking Good is the Best revenge.

& so it shall be. What's done is done. What's gone is gone. Life doesn't stop for anyone. <3

Entwined

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

Bad Romance.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Good Ol' British Humour.

KATE.MARSHALL. We need to meet up, it has been like years, i am getting withdrawl symptoms! What are you doing thursday? Nothing you say? Great! We are now meeting up at some point... And if you are in class i hope youre phone goes off really loud with one of ur rude ringtones :)
Sophie Fletcher
17-Nov-2009
12:60

Ah, I love that Girl.

The Ultimatum.

I said; Friends or Nothing
You said; Relationship or Nothing.


In the end, The choice was clear.


19/08/09 - 12/11/09 & finally 24/11/09

Whoop Vamp.

Falling.


but I have a feeling you're not.

My love life, in Lyrics.

Ne-Yo. Round & Round.

Baby when we first met
It was kind of fly that I couldn't predict your mood
Said I could never guess (so) and it was the best (so)
Not like any other dude
But I don't know man, I don't know man, I don't know man
I don't really really know
But before my eyes I saw the good you leave
And the bad you start to show

And I just can't take it (can't take it)
No I just can't take it (No)
So we ain't gon make it (ain't gon make it)
This is relationship and gon make it (no)

I'm tired of all this Round and Round we go
You can't decide if you wanna be trife or treat me right
So round & round we go
While I decided don't wanna ride anymore
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round & Round
Round & Round we go
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round & around and around
Round & Round we go, round and round we go

round and round we go
Don't get excited anymore when you're sweet to me
Because I know one, two, three minutes later
You'll be right back to being mean
It's flowers on a Monday,
Tuesday you're hating me
Wednesday's makeup sex is so amazing
What will you be Thursday, will it be friendly
or will I again be sleeping with the enemy
Thought So

Round and Round we go
You can't decide if you wanna be trife or treat me right
So round & round we go
While I decided don't wanna ride anymore
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round & Round & Round
Round & Round we go
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round & around and around
Round & Round we go, round and round we go

look at me, look at me, so damn dizzy
Tryina keep, tryina keep, trying to keep up with you
Baby you're Doctor Jeckyll and Mister Hyde
Slowly ruining my life for me
Baby I don't need you
Round and Round we go, Round & Round we go
Round and Round we go
You can't decide if you wanna be trife or treat me right
So round & round we go
While I decided don't wanna ride anymore
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round & around & around
Round & Round we go
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round and around and around
Round & Round we go, round and round we go
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round and around and around
Round & Round we go
I'm sick and tired of you taking me Round and around and around
Round & Round we go, round & round we go

The Thrill of the Chase.

Ok. Now is time for the mega guy bitchfest. Starting in 3, 2, sorry i can't wait.

So, he thinks he's Mr Perfect while he's telling me whats 'wrong' with me. Uhmm I don't think so. Telling me to change won't make me want to, infact it will make me want to do the opposite. The part that pisses me off is his selfishness. Sometimes all he did was care about himself and what he wanted. Mr One minute I love you. One minute I hate you.

& he's just an insey winsey bit paranoid. SCRATCH THAT. VERY paranoid. Who's that guy you were talking too? Who are you texting? Stop texting him okay? Ok to be honest i did kinda like that. It showed me he cared but when it comes to the point of telling me NOT to text one of my close friends thats when it because annoying. & what is it with guys trying to make you jealous? Either he truely was doing it to make me jealous like he says or he was being serious in what he was saying. I guess i'll never know. Here are a few cases taken out of the Jealousy File.

Case numero uno. The facebook relationship Status change. xxxxxx xxxxx xxxxxx is now in a relationship with xxxxx xxxxxxx. "I dont like her. I did it because u pissed me off & never came to meet me when I wanted you too"

Case numero dos. The I-wanna-fuck-your-friend idea. "Why else do you think I asked her to hook up with me & tell her not to tell you. Of course she is going to tell you. She's your best friend. I just wanted to make you jealous"

Case numero tres. The 'Hey Girls, How you doin' incident. "Ha, you really think i would go for them? You were giving your number to that guy..I had to do something so you would know how it makes me feel seeing like that with guys. I wanted to make you jealous"
Can anybody see my point here?

He's not fully to blame. It takes two to Tango and I added more fuel to the fire.

I'm the kinda girl that likes the thrill of the chase & when i finally get what i want..i dont want it anymore. It's Simple. Whether that'll change about me or not i'll have to see. I dont know how to change that about me. I can't help that about me! Im sorry but it's just like as soon as i get something i want i either realise a) It wasnt as good as it looked b) I get totally bored c) I find something better or d) I just like being the girl whose causes trouble. But talking to a friend of mine has made me think that i'm just not ready for a relationship. I need to grow up, mature. He said he went through the same thing at my age and got out of it when he was 21 & i realised i will get out of this phase. I just dont think it's anything i can control right now.

I'll do what i want, when i want & there is nothing you can do to stop me.

I'm a Drinker; not a Fighter.

WOW. So much to catch up on. Well not really. Just been doing the same boring things with the same un-boring people. But on the otherhand uni has been ow so FABULOUS. Made some new friends who I went clubbing with on wednesday & can i just say for the record Butterfactory is Wa Da Fa awesome & St. James Powerhouse (well, what I can remember of it) is very uuhhm Drop Dead Wew.

Let's start at the begining.
26th October. School. My time table is so slack. I have Thursdays off which i believe is a personal sign from god..(or just the school co-ordinater) that I should you my boobs to their full advantage & go to Ladies night. Hallelujah. Anywho. Got some fitties in my class. pwahhh. Fit as Fuck I swear.

28th October. Moved house. I am now no longer a Kovan/Serangoon girl but a...... HA. As if i'm gonna put online where i stay now. You have got to be kidding me. Room is starting to look like a room & not a wearhouse full of boxs.

4th November. Butterfactory & St. James.
I was a Butterfact & St. J Virgin untill yesterday. I got soo wasted. Like everybody shut up or i'm going to be sick wasted. Had 12 glasses of Alcohol. 4 Vodka Sprites, 3 Orange n Chivas, 2 Whisky n Cokes and 3 glasses of God knows what. Not a pretty sight. All i remember was trying to get the German guys number. Having some guy 'WOW' my boobs. Trying to get into Powerhouse, but failing & talking to Paris guy. I bet i made a great impression on the class mates though. o.O All i have to say is uni is going to be pretty interesting tomorrow.

;]