Its just a Call & I'v got Issues

Why is it when a guy you dont like says he's gonna call you you couldnt give a shit.
But when a guy you may have feelings for says he's gonna call you get smiley and happy..
Even though you know they wont call?

WOW.
i sound obsessed, but trust me, i'm not.
I just hate the kinda guy that thinks he has some power over you by saying he's gonna call.
if you get what i mean?

hmmmmmmm,
It's like you always want what you cant have.

But lets get back to basics & maybe when i get this all out i'll feel better.

In my vision of the past:
1) I could have had "him" but problems came up and i thought i didnt want "him"
2)So we had a fight and ever since hes acted as though he doesnt want me.
3)So that was a mega turn on for me,
4)so since then iv been trying to get with him,
5)but he keeps playing me around.
Hence you always want what you cant have.

I know he finds me irritating. I can feel it in my BONESS but who gives a fuck ay?
Plenty more fish in the sea.
& i wanna go swimming. [lame i know]

I guess things dont always work out the way u expect

Toodles bbyies.

xx