Pointless

That's what you are. UTTERLY POINTLESS.
You send me random stupid messages at 12.30am +++

You've caused me so much 'arghness'- if that's even a word- in the past. The last thing i want off you is an annoying message which makes me a) think of you b) remind myself of the regret i feel just knowing I had anything to do with you.

This has not been my week at all.

I give up lah.

I go away tomorrow & I couldn't be more happier to take a break from this place. The past month has been so draining mentally. I mean my emotions have been running overtime. My 'I don't care' attitude has morphed into this 'I do care but I give up attitude'. I need the old me back.

I'll leaving Singapore hurt and hopefully come back with a tan.

Twisted

I'm getting a taste of my own medicine & i don't like it one bit.

First attempt of writing?

I swore i’d stop. I’d sit and share the last cigarette with him and convince myself that there wouldn’t be a fresh pack tomorrow. I’m not addicted to them i’d say, they just give me something to do in awkward times. What an excuse. “Just something to do in awkward times? So what you’re saying is that it’s awkward to be with me?” he’d reply jokingly. As if he was only speaking to prolong the conversation which we both knew had no point from the very beginning. I tried to giggle and give a reply but ended up chocking on the smoke which had been half inhaled, half swallowed.

He looked away, proving he didn’t care what my reply was. Blowing the remainder of the smoke into the air and flicking the ashy tip of the ciggarette into the can turned ashtray I said “No, it’s not awkward being with you at all”. But it actually was. Awkward in the sense that I like you and you don’t like me. The awkwardness where you’re not yourself when you’re with him but instead someone you think he wants you to be. He gave a half hearted smile and continued to stare at the passing world which had caught his attention a few moments after realising the conversation was heading nowhere.

Then it hit. The silence we were trying to avoid. It hit hard and what’s worse, the cigarette had about two puffs left to save me from actually having to have a real conversation

Truth 102

Sashie - You know you're my saving grace says:
nah not worth it
if we were truly meant to be i wouldnt have to chase him
we'll just fall for each other
at the same moment
no expectations

Sasha. You are brilliant.

Dilemma

Should i just give on blog spot & move to tumblr? I mean it is AWESOME. haishhh maybe keep both?

Anywhoo,
Mother and I are facing a dilemma. Where to go for a weeks break from life?

Bali
Bangkok
Bintan
Batam

I suggested Spain but she was quick to shut that idea down.

Truth 101

Just remember everyone grows old and ugly, get the cute assholes now and your gonna have to put up with a asshole the rest of your life-

Amen.
Thank you Matty.

Make like the breeze; Get on your knees, Begin to blow

Ok, i'm going to start to back away now before i get in way too deep. I'll give it a week & see what happens.

Jimmy Angel-Love.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Pissed off.

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meh, it'll do. No use ruining my keyboard over you.

Shwayze

Badass in Army boots.

For Valentines day the Family went down to Joe's place for a CNY BBQ. Chris's family was there and Joe's new neighbours.

Becuase Joes house is AMAZING, has a pool table, a wee, a playstation, a fuseball table, 4 cats & basically everything any kid would EVER want we had fun revisting our childhood.

James is beautiful.

Anyway, Remember how I wrote about the little unexpected con incidences in life which i ADORE and live for? Well later in the night another family came to join the party.

So first the mother walks in, i smile-cos im nice. Then a girl and her brother come up so i smile-cos im nice. Then their older brother comes up texting on his phone- so i think to myself. HOLY SHIT. WHO IS THAT? HE IS FYYNE. Act cool Kate. ACT COOL. SO I strike a pose. Then he looks up...& its Maurice. An Ex. My jaw FELL to the floor. - and my pose was ruined.

Later on Joe brought out these army boots which just happened to be my size. Either I have man sized feet or the guy has extremely girly feet i dont know but thats not the point. I put the boots on & felt so bad ass. Just image-

Me in a long pink floaty dress, full head of makeup...with a pair of big army boots on. OW yeah.
I swear..I'd join NS just for the outfit. It's kinda sexy.

abuse sir, abuse

Ow yes I get abused on a daily basis by Mr S. Above is proof. Exhibit A, B & C.

Serena VanderHOEsen

Ugggh so apparently during the summer like Serena like went off to like travel and shit & like apparently her and Ronaldo got like together? And I totally have like proof. I mean just look at the video. Ugh but then again i like totally don't think he would do something like that. Shes so ew and hes so wow. No way in hell would he ever like go for her. He only has eyes for like me, Duh.

Ok, maybe I may have over reacted a little bit. I just have to keep telling myself...

Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real. Gossip Girl ISN'T real.

We think you're a joke, Shove your hope where it don't shine.

Im a simple girl who enjoys but the simplest pleasures in life. The coincidental moments and the unexpected events which you thought would never happen in a million years. Even the happenings which make you cringe in embarrassment. It's like when you're drunk and you forget everything that happened but the next day..you wake up sober and as the day goes on you start to remember the little things that you did and you just can't help but think to yourself- OMG I DID NOT DO THAT. Please tell me i did not do that.

Well that's what I had the other week after a magnificent ladies night.

Went out with Jo & Joan to Butters. Bumped into Abang =]. Drank way too much, danced way too little & left way to early-due to the state I was in.

I don't understand it. Whenever i go to butters i always end up mortally drunk. Not even mortally drunk but mortally WASTED. Ugh. But the drinks there are amazing and the staff ain't that bad either. Take for example. Mr R-The Bar tender. Yum would be an understatement. An utter understatement. I was in the line for drinks by myself-looking sad and pathetic when Mr R blows me a kiss. So out of politeness I blow one back, Mr R does a like gymnastically jump back catch and puts it in his pocket. People began to look at me like i was mental but i'm sure they were just jealous of Mr R and my mini affair. :)

I've only been to butters 3 times but the first time i went i was EXTREMELY drunk and overly friendly with the bouncer. I also did this weird toned hello. Which starts off really high then goes into a deep low. Anyway, so im going into butters and all of a sudden i hear my "Hel-Lowwwww", the bouncer actually remembered me, which either means i made a great first impression with my hello or i was that weirdly drunk i was unforgetable. Either way Im making friends LOL.

Cutie in the smoking room asked me for a lighter, so i lent him one. We did that whole smile back at each other thing until i went back in to drink more. 7 drinks later i see him again, tap him on the shoulder, do the weirdest smile followed by two thumbs up. How old am i 12? I'll be asking him for a hi5 next time. Lets hope there isnt a next time. 0.o

All in all. Fun night. Fun people.

With friends like these who needs friends?

Is it me or is Singapore getting HOTTER? & by hotter I mean becoming an actual furnace? Anyway, on a hot day what is better than going on a long walk & heading to the lovely reservoir? Well there are many things better than that..but do keep in mind I do live on that tiny dot below malaysia some people call Singapore. And there isn't really much to do here on a budget of less that a tenner but we make do.

Izad is a perv. Proof? Izad is a pornstar. Proof?

Buzzin'

From now on you shall refer to Adli & I as....The perv catches. Why? Because that's what we do. Catch the pervs that perv into cars hoping to find people having sex. & how did this amazing new job prospect arise?

Well chilling in the res car park (as we all do) Adli looks and goes "look at the perv", so feeling like a ninja I look to my left and see a guy crouched down peering into the window of this car. So Adli honks the horn, the perv looks and creeps back into the bushes.

Ok, so I admit Adli did most of the work, he spotted the perv and confronted the perv but as Juno & Bleeker once said.....

JUNO Oh yeah. I'm kind of a deadbeat lab partner, huh?
BLEEKER I don't mind. You definitely bring something to the table.
JUNO Charisma?
BLEEKER Or something.

ow yes, I bring the charisma.

Moon-tanning

I officially took 2 busses & 2 trains yesterday just to see him, all together costing me a grand total of $3.80. Beats spending $20 on a cab, thats fer sure. We went moon-tanning, and i didn't know that existed either so dont worry.

90210

I've come to realise that when you spend everyday with a person, going two or even one day without them is kinda hard. I guess i'll find someway to deal.

Off to Butterfactory tonight for a celebratory 'Out of Exams' get together with el class. Taking a bus there-Yes Izad has trained me well. Anyway, I better get ready. It's not easy looking like a Hoe but i always manage to pull it off. =/

Aku lagi manis dari sampoerna.

Yes, I am sweeter than sampoerna but do you wanna know what's even sweeter? The fact that the first semester is over. Exams have been completed and I have 18 full day of holiday left. & how have I decided to reward myself for attenting every class & not skipping even a single lecture? Well by catching up on the TV programs which make my like look dull in comparison. Just finished the first season of gossip girl and have another two to go.

So until then who am i? That's one secret I'll never tell.


XOXO.
KM

Mother

You are a drunken disgrace.

Tattooligans.

Amazing.

Happy Birthday Cristiano.

Happy Birthday Cristiano Ronaldo dos Santos Aveiro. My lover.

My Likkle Shunbeam

My Little Sunbeam is back & I guess he missed me a little more than I missed him hehe. He woke me up by jumping on my bed and frantically humping my leg. He's a horny bugger but I love him non-the less

Owch-y

S <3. Casuarina w/ Izad.

Stop. I'm serious.

Just STOP telling me your problems. I don't care. Stop complaining about things that have happened in the past and about things that are easily fixed. Trust me. They may seem like a big deal, but they are not.

I will no longer show you sympathy, empathy or try even in the slightest of ways to cheer you up. It's a WASTE of my time.

Tiger.

Got a Valentines day ask out.
I smiled.

Carnival

I made Izad come over.
Cas then Res.

The sky was absofuckinglutly beautiful.

Pla-Cebo

Guess whose going?
Me

& they say that a hero can save us.

Went to Sengkang to watch Foootball with devote Arsenal supporter Izaddddd. I actually got a bus there, actually looked a mess & actually learned in future that maybe a taxi is more better suited.

& all i have to say is Man U kicked arse-nal. LOL Get it? arse...kicked arse...kicked arsenal? Ok nevermind.

Wes baby. Call me.