Seduce Me, Reduce Me; Restrain Me, Contain Me

I feel free.

I spent all this time focusing on something that wasn't there that it drove me crazy into thinking something was there. Whoa. It took me TOO goddamn long to realise this but now that it has I feel happy & alive in some ways. Now I don't have to worry about that part of my life. Don't have to think about it, cry about it, be paranoid about it. I could never be myself because I was always trying to be what I thought he wanted. I've learnt a lot of lessons over the past 4 years but the first and utter most inportant one being-

I know now not to be naive.